to say that i am slightly bitter towards the opposite sex at this moment in time would be a fair assestment of my state of opinion. it seems that there are a number of confounding factors that would extentuate my state. it seems that i have develop too intimate of relationship with a number of my female employeees and it would seem that i am in a state of seemingly delicate relationship with them. it’s not so easy for me to simply a boss but then again, it’s never been a position that i have enjoyed. obviously it’s largely my own behavoior that have a culitvate that also demographic relationship with everyone. it’s a double edge sword that cuts into my ability to think logically about issues that require a clear state of analysis.
i had an entertaining evening with my favorite drinking buddies. two old white boys that i dearly enjoy drinking with. it’s the combination of bad jokes, woman mongering and art and spiritual discussions that make it a dismally rememberable experience. sadly, conversations of these nature are few and far in between with other drinking acquintances; so as much as it pains me to hang out with them in fear of a hang over, it’s the most natural social scene with me. still, now that i am the lone single man in the group, much of the bantering over woman inevitably falls on my shoulders to act in a willful but charming manner.
naturally, my bitterness comes in full light in these intoxicating circumstances so i sometimes feel quite like shit after all is said and done.