i sometimes laugh when she throws her little fits. 99% of the time it doesn’t faze me a bit and 1% my hindsight goes in red alert. today and any other day, she just needs daddy’s fully present attention. in that perfect moment heaven and earth come together like hate spitting in each other’s mouth.
we took a quick trip down to LA for disneyland on thanksgiving. too young to be too excited about it but naturally enjoyed every bit of it. i think she was more in awe than in giddy happiness about being there.
my dad loves kids in general. i got some of his love for kids in me as well but probably not at his level. in the past 10 years since i’ve reestablished relations with my dad, i have grown to respect him more. I had long forgiven him for ‘destroying’ the family unit when he went off to his spiritual pilgrimage. But as i learned the level of his spiritual and material accomplishments, i have developed a mild admiration of his style of accomplishment. i am glad he’s back in my life and now that i […]
I took uma to a shoot with me a few weeks ago. i don’t think she has been around me before where i am not always pointing the camera at her. as you can see from these photos, she didn’t like not being the center of photo daddy’s universe.