Thoughts – Page 61 – Musings of Howling Rock

desire and dharma

this poem by the sixth is partcularity revelvant to my life. not that i am comparing myself to such greatness but the tension between desire and non attachment is mind blowing sometimes. a friend describe my aversion towards woman as also monk like, a joke but alas partly true. that girl who’s stolen my mind – if we could be together forever – like the joy of finding a jewel deep in the depths of the sea. white teeth smiling. brightness of skin. on my seat in the high lama’s row at the quick edge of my […]

jack2004-12-11T03:10:02-08:00Tags: spirtuality|

funny moments in IM

pig72: i am going to invite her to the party in the next week or so vann : and that lasts you all week pig72: yup pig72: that’s all i need pig72: 5 mins vann : damn vann : i lust vicariously thru your lust pig72: it feels nice to not have it for some reason pig72: it spoils the desire pig72: so pure and strong

jack2004-12-01T21:26:09-08:00Tags: random|

there is another hope.

_this is the hope you know.

this is what she sounds like. soft sweet and tender and like the other hope that happens to look like her.

jack2014-12-31T10:29:03-08:00Tags: music|

ladies at work

so in the past year, i have caused a couple of employees to break down and cry because of their job performance. sometimes i feel like shit because i have to play the role of demanding better performance from the people that work for orange. given the uncorporate nature of the orginzation, i think people don’t take directives as seriously if they were in other business originzation. i mean it’s hard to take me seriously when i joke about being their janitor and boss. it’s an intentional loose environment that has been created but in light of […]

jack2004-11-24T23:52:15-08:00Tags: business|

the power of woman

i was at yoga the other day and as usual, i linger around the studio a little longer than necessary. i take my sweet little time changing, drinking a cup or two of cold water and sometimes reading magazines that are laying around in the studio. sometimes, it’s a bit pathetic but i just do it long enough to remind myself that i haven’t lost all interest on them. anyway, i happen to open up to an article entitled ‘the power of woman’ and it’s about woman doing meaningful significant things with thier lifes. i was particularly […]

jack2004-11-24T22:42:10-08:00Tags: random|