new life
it’s looks all peaceful in the backyard of the queen’s court but not all is what it seems in my new life west of detriot.
it’s looks all peaceful in the backyard of the queen’s court but not all is what it seems in my new life west of detriot.
it’s true that i haven’t done any personal photography for the past X years. however, there has been some new work but for the most part, not appropriate for random strangers. my lover has been a great muse. unfortunately, the observer no longer simply observes, hence destroying the purity of the moment. but then what is purity? anyway, at some point, we will start exploring more serious subject matters but for now, mixing journalism with pleasure is fine with me.
it didn’t quite register throughout the day until we spoke on the phone later that day. she had found my first email to her, dated Oct 19th. So it’s actually hard to believe that it was exactly a year ago that we hung out for the first time. I dug up this photo of her from that day. The irony of our relationship is downright silly. it’s amazing how much can transpire in a year. or a month for that matter. Interestingly enough, we meet exactly one month before […]
i didn’t think it would happen so abruptly in light for the recent departures but again, it’s hardly surprising to me. i guess this was always something that was in the back of my mind and i figure it would be a matter of timing. In hindsight, i am sure the timing is appropriate given all the changes in the past year. Certainly, it’s hard to me not to consider it in a personal manner. i wouldn’t go as far as to say that it is a personal failure but it’s not too far from that benchmark. […]
so, the blur has reignited my interest in rumi and undoubtedly his words and spirit simply splendid. it will be another week before i see my beloved and i am preparing my fragile vile. as usual, we have been blowing on the flame of love and lust and our desire for each other scorches us frequently. and so i stumbled upon an appropriate passage from rumi Gamble everything for love, if you’re a true human being. If not, leave this gathering. Half-heartedness doesn’t reach ito majesty. You set out to find God, but then you keep stopping […]