i didn’t think it would happen so abruptly in light for the recent departures but again, it’s hardly surprising to me. i guess this was always something that was in the back of my mind and i figure it would be a matter of timing. In hindsight, i am sure the timing is appropriate given all the changes in the past year. Certainly, it’s hard to me not to consider it in a personal manner. i wouldn’t go as far as to say that it is a personal failure but it’s not too far from that benchmark. it’s like when you break up with a boy/girl friend. maybe it was because they were truly crazy and you had to break up with them. the question of how much responsibility does one take in these types of relationships. i guess it doesn’t really matter at the end of the day. all the intellectual whys still don’t shed any more light on the great ignorance. so ends the chapter of three.
