i don’t know how people can do any assigments after 12 plus hours of listenig and being witness to some pretty intense experiences. regardless, more progress was made in terms of ‘insights’ but i am still resisting the whole enroll concept with of the program. yeah, i am sure i can get a lot more out of it by sharing but i got enough got of it for now. my ‘story’ is that i don’t quite buy the stragtegy that you can’t recreate yourself without publicly expressing your realization and story to the people closest to you. naturally, the irony is that is part of my story and the cost of that “story” is that i live a mostly an ‘alone’ existence. at this point, i feel like it’s a cost i am willing to bear. i will share the story with the person that i am having the most difficult them with but beyond that, i don’t know if sharing it beyond him will add that much value to the experience.<\/p>\n
\nstop. i did some research on landmark base on some gut level of discomfort and i find things that ‘confirm’ my own feelings. i realize i’ve gotten all that i can from this format of personal development and i am done.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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