{"id":580,"date":"2005-01-23T01:36:22","date_gmt":"2005-01-23T09:36:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=580"},"modified":"2005-01-23T01:36:22","modified_gmt":"2005-01-23T09:36:22","slug":"the-feeling-is-mutual","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=580","title":{"rendered":"the feeling is mutual"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"982_0012_20D.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jack.orangephotography.com\/monk\/archives\/982_0012_20D.jpg?resize=450%2C300&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"450\" height=\"300\" \/><br \/>\n_germans are more fun than something<\/p>\n<p>least i forget, i must remain myself how it feels to be on the other side of the spanking stick. from the other side looking at another&#8217;s desire and turning away from the possiblity. i bring to my own attention my own attachment torwards form. form in music, poety, shapes and skin. i am such the elitist when it comes to these matters but they are nothing more than advance states of subtle illusions. lies that i tell myself that it&#8217;s better because it&#8217;s higher to like this kind of form over the other kind of form because the other form is so crass. where does hiearchy of taste play in these big ideas? i am glad i have these weak moments where i remain myself how lame i am. really, it should be someone else kicking my ass because the drunken sailor does a terrible job at it.<\/p>\n<p>but it all comes back to the reckoning. it must happen because i can&#8217;t continue live with her stuff in my cloest. it&#8217;s a pathetic symbolism of my stagant being. there&#8217;s a possilbity it&#8217;s not. i can&#8217;t continue these lines of thought.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>_germans are more fun than something least i forget, i must remain myself how it feels to be on the other side of the spanking stick. from the other side looking at another&#8217;s desire and turning away from the possiblity. i bring to my own attention my own attachment torwards form. form in music, poety, shapes and skin. i am such the elitist when it comes to these matters but they are nothing more than advance states of subtle illusions. lies that i tell myself that it&#8217;s better because it&#8217;s higher to like this kind of form [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[23],"tags":[29],"class_list":["post-580","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughts","tag-spirtuality"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pb4m0Z-9m","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/580","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=580"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/580\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=580"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=580"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=580"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}