{"id":547,"date":"2004-10-09T02:36:20","date_gmt":"2004-10-09T10:36:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=547"},"modified":"2004-10-09T02:36:20","modified_gmt":"2004-10-09T10:36:20","slug":"why-why-why","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=547","title":{"rendered":"why why why"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"GS2Q2494.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jack.orangephotography.com\/monk\/archives\/GS2Q2494.jpg?resize=450%2C300&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"450\" height=\"300\" \/><br \/>\n_none of the above<\/p>\n<p>i am experiencing one of my dreaded moments where i am not suppose to feeel excited about the possiblity, but tonight&#8217;s soft core conversation with a random german lady lead to unrealistic expectations. this is not suppose to happen because i need to go to NYC for my own sick reasons and i don&#8217;t need someone else that loves new york as much as i do. it&#8217;s fuck up really. i am not suppose to feel this way becuse SF is not suppose to feel this shitty.<\/p>\n<p>but alas, i had such a wonderul conversation tonight that even if i never saw again that i am glad that there are woman out there like it. it blows my mind really. i am such a narrow minded bastard when it comes to my expectation on woman of this space time contimuim. i am suppose to be fed up with the woman here but instead i find myself talking to a designer that understands the life is more than a bunch of little cute babies. no, she is ambitious about being around the same engery that i so much desire int that sick place known as NYC.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>_none of the above i am experiencing one of my dreaded moments where i am not suppose to feeel excited about the possiblity, but tonight&#8217;s soft core conversation with a random german lady lead to unrealistic expectations. this is not suppose to happen because i need to go to NYC for my own sick reasons and i don&#8217;t need someone else that loves new york as much as i do. it&#8217;s fuck up really. i am not suppose to feel this way becuse SF is not suppose to feel this shitty. but alas, i had such a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[23],"tags":[40],"class_list":["post-547","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughts","tag-random"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pb4m0Z-8P","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/547","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=547"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/547\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=547"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=547"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=547"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}