i’ve been quietly thinking about making it all private again for some time. i am not one to care for an audience of sorts as it begins to influence what i write and when i write. it’s important to make it irrelvant and unavailable at times to ensure that it is meaningless. if it was entirely a photography blog than i could care less but there is enough in these words to prosecute me for another life time of meaningless drivel.<\/p>\n
\ni am deeply inspired to write something meaningful. i saw the movie ‘the hours’ tonight and i was touch by the sheer beauty of poety of simple words. it’s repetition, it”s power to invoke. i wish i had a more lucid command of the language struture as sometimes i fanastize about being a writer of ill reput of sorts. thankfully, my life is a boring drudery in a passionless routine. certainly, there are people that would envy a life of phtography and self direction but sometimes those pillars mean less to me than the legs of of my dotcom inspired victorian bed.<\/p>\n
it seems befitting that the level of disgust is proportationate to a level of sucess in the material realm. i keep telling myself that the best time of the start up is alsmot over to a certain extent and the next stage of growth will yeild vast richness in the material dogma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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