{"id":510,"date":"2004-03-31T23:34:15","date_gmt":"2004-04-01T07:34:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=510"},"modified":"2004-03-31T23:34:15","modified_gmt":"2004-04-01T07:34:15","slug":"being-grown-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=510","title":{"rendered":"being grown up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>there are these rare occasions in the past year for me to act very grown up and be someone bigger than i am capable of. it doesn&#8217;t always dawn on me that i am actually being a role model and that i can&#8217;t just be myself. not that i all that bad when i am myself but you know it&#8217;s a funny feeling when you realize that if you say the wrong thing it can shape the future of someone&#8217;s opinion about that. usually daily adult exchange is so frivlious that most of the shit just goes by, most people don&#8217;t actually listen and digest communication as much as they just want to get their 2 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