{"id":359,"date":"2003-04-01T01:58:39","date_gmt":"2003-04-01T09:58:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=359"},"modified":"2003-04-01T01:58:39","modified_gmt":"2003-04-01T09:58:39","slug":"a-new-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/?p=359","title":{"rendered":"a new day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i should be asleep but my mind is still in bit of a shock. in shock because i don&#8217;t want to just ignore that fact that it does mean a lot to me that things have turn out the way they have. even now, i am still hoping for the best but sorta expect the worse. i am okay with not seeing her for 2 or 3 months but more than that i am going to begin really itch. i know i am going just start working like a dog and drive through it. make it a constructive productive time. still, i know it&#8217;s not the where i want to be. working\/playing\/creating for 12 hours a day. when there is not commute time and leaisure time is shifting gear into some other work thing, than it get dangerous.<\/p>\n<p>so i let myself have  big party this past weekend before she came back and did i pay the price. i was up to 6am conversing with a friend about the finer points of buddhism and art. it&#8217;s a great discussion when you can still up with a friend that you&#8217;re not cuddling with to see the sun rise. but unfortunately, i finished half a bottle of bowmore and my head made in pay. i got up at 3pm and didn&#8217;t remember if i was striaght or not. luckily a friend called me up and asked if i want to run but i suggest a walk on crissy field would be more better for my state of mind. she reminded me that i was striaght and the day came out much better than i expected.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"6D6E3288.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jack.orangephotography.com\/archives\/6D6E3288.jpg?resize=450%2C301&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"450\" height=\"301\" border=\"0\" \/><br \/>\n_the only picture i took at platform<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i should be asleep but my mind is still in bit of a shock. in shock because i don&#8217;t want to just ignore that fact that it does mean a lot to me that things have turn out the way they have. even now, i am still hoping for the best but sorta expect the worse. i am okay with not seeing her for 2 or 3 months but more than that i am going to begin really itch. i know i am going just start working like a dog and drive through it. make it a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-359","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photography"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pb4m0Z-5N","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/359","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=359"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/359\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}