so, i am recalling a moment from last week’s wedding i shot. while i was shooting, i had a sense i wasn’t too thrill with the bride’s attitude. there was a number of things that she said that was quite negative in the context of her special day. anyway, it cross my mind that i was obliberate by an implicit contract to capture the beauty\/essence of the day. but what if you find your subjects ugly. for whatever reason. be it emotionally or physically. could i still capture beautiful moments or more just “real” moments. when things are visually less than beautfiul we tend to label it as reality. i think the sense is even more disheartening as i am editing my photos. it’s hard to me to decided if the picture really speaks to me. at those times, i just evaluate it on a technical composition level but there were times when i had to say pass judgement. it’s a uncomfortable feeling for me. obviously, i shoudn’t have taken the job if i didn’t find people beautiful in there own way. i am sure i’ll get over it on some level but i don’t think the root of it will be revealed until i’ve come to terms of my own inner image of self.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
so, i am recalling a moment from last week’s wedding i shot. while i was shooting, i had a sense i wasn’t too thrill with the bride’s attitude. there was a number of things that she said that was quite negative in the context of her special day. anyway, it cross my mind that i was obliberate by an implicit contract to capture the beauty\/essence of the day. but what if you find your subjects ugly. for whatever reason. be it emotionally or physically. could i still capture beautiful moments or more just “real” moments. when things […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photography"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pb4m0Z-5F","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=351"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}