3 min phone call is all it takes to throw me back into the emotional undercurrent. in my mind i have been convincing myself that we are not meant for each other for x number of reasons. none of the reasons are so bad in themselves but when you pile them all together in a pressure cooker, then it becomes overwhelming to deal with. more over when you pit impatience against patience, then things are rarely synchoize. when she is ready for something, i am 10 steps behind emotionally. i am a slow one only because i like to take my time and enjoy the process. alas, why wonder if i will ever have the guts to give her the url to this site. i am sure she would find it entertaining but it would be the end of any chance the relationship had in the future.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
3 min phone call is all it takes to throw me back into the emotional undercurrent. in my mind i have been convincing myself that we are not meant for each other for x number of reasons. none of the reasons are so bad in themselves but when you pile them all together in a pressure cooker, then it becomes overwhelming to deal with. more over when you pit impatience against patience, then things are rarely synchoize. when she is ready for something, i am 10 steps behind emotionally. i am a slow one only because i […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[23],"tags":[40],"class_list":["post-299","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughts","tag-random"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pb4m0Z-4P","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/299","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=299"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/299\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=299"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=299"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jack.orangephotography.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=299"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}