it’s been a very long time since i’ve realize how much i’ve taken life for granted. all the amazing things in my life that i grown so accustom to because ‘god damn it’, i earned it. the fallacy that my sense of security is any bettter than others because it wasn’t given to me. like my higher states of rationalization makes me feel more secure about concepts inherently flawed. it’s not so much as an identity crisis but a kick in the guts that all i’ve accomplished is simply a shelter against the very concepts that i want to embrace. a great man once said that a country can’t called for peace while stockpiling arms of destruction. and no less the success of material life is a stockpile of false securities that will only more difficult to disarm. no there is no peace at the bottom of a glass or on a woman’s breast. drum roll please. thank matt johnson…<\/p>\n
And have you ever wanted something so badly
\nthat it possessed your body & your soul
\nthrough the night & through the day
\nuntil you finally get it!
\nAnd then you realise that it wasn’t what you wanted after all.
\nAnd then those selfsame sickly little thoughts
\nnow go & attach themselves to something….
\n….or somebody….new!
\nAnd the whole goddamn thing starts all over again.
\nWell, I’ve been crushing the symptoms but I can’t locate the
\ncause.
\nCould God really be so cruel?
\nTo give us feelings that could never be fulfilled. Baby!
\nI’ve got my sights set on you. I’ve got my sight set on you
\nAnd someday, someday, someday, you’ll come my way.
\nBut when you put your arms around me
\nI’ll be looking over your shoulder for something new
\n’cause I ain’t ever found peace upon the breast of a girl
\nI ain’t ever found peace with the religion of the world
\nI ain’t ever found peace at the bottom of a glass
\nsometimes it seems the more I ask for the less I receive
\nsometimes it seems the more I ask for the less I receive
\nThe only true freedom is freedom from the heart’s desires
\n& the only true happiness….this way lies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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